Suka-Suka *:)

it was a quiet night… suddenly i feel like.. hmm.. i can’t say it here nor to myself… i can only hear it.. deep inside.. in my heart. tuhan sahaja yang tahu… Semoga tuhan mengurniakan aku kesabaran sekuat bakau di tepian pantai..

picture taken from a balcony of my office building, Opposite is SJMC where my best friend, Kak eila, currently working. Lunch with her everday.. yet have so many things to talk too. I lov you and .. i miss the STAR.

it would be nice.. to have a nice house.. made from wood… pokok bakau.. kayu dia bagus.. bleh tahan air laut.. aaa i am definitely.. beach lover.. bila laa nak pegi bercuti nih.. habis sem nih.. i think i should plan to go somewhere.. hmm abah and mak pun lama tak cuti and jalan2.. where to?.. beach beach.. beach..

makcik aku kat cheras ajak pi kelantan.. hmm.. hati aku kalau ke kelantan…. mesti nak pegi perhentian.. dah dekat sangat dengan istana hinggap kakak aku.. i like to go to terengganu again.. the marang beach.. hmm tapi orang kata year end.. south china sea tak berapa best.. musim tengkujuh.. hmm abah ada mention nak pi langkawi.. hmm i love langkawi.. love to walk on the white sandy beach tanjung rhu.. walk to the isolated island.. hmm nice dinner by the beach..@cenang.. tapi yang lecehnyer kena tinggal kereta at mainland.. tengok la macam mana.. adoi.. tolong aku nak pi bercuti.. hmm tapi cuti tinggal 6.5 days only.. plan to bring forward 5 days.. untuk tahun depan..

tak tahu laa dapat ke tidak…. God please.. i need a vacation..

Nak ganyang mender lagi?..

Dah lama aku tak tgk berita utama..

Macam-macam aku dengar pasal hubungan luar Malaysia-Indonesia..

Bermula dari penglibatan Nordin mat top, dah di tembak mati pun, jadi arwah.. masih lagi negara sebelah itu claim itu ini, katanya nak ganyang Malaysia.. hmm ala2 zaman confrontation dulu tahun bila yek? 1963 yee? hmm i guess..

Mana silapnya yek? Aku tak nampak pulak akhbar malaysia membuat liputan besar-besar mengenai ini.. because Malaysia biasanya “kawal” sikit kebebasan liputan macam ini.. maklum la negara kecik.. baru beli kapal selam ajer pun.. (tak relevant rasanya nak guna kapal selam kat kawasan selat melaka.. cetek)

back to my story… About this Ganyang Malaysia.. semakin kuat pulak di laung dekat indonesia.. banyak dekat youtube aku jumpa.. hmm apatah lagi media indonesia… Dorang tak puas hati ke.. sebab economy malaysia and indonesia dah semakin baik sekarang?selalunya orang yang suka membuat provokasi nih.. ada agenda lain.. yang kadang2 merugikan diri sendiri.. so ingat-ingat la skit yee..

Sedia maklum, bank-bank besar like Maybank and CIMB telah membeli few businesses yang dulunya seakan ” Goncang” masa saat2 economy meruncing dekat Indon.. now the situation is.. their eco has been recovered… business is getting ok.. ada pihak2 tertentu ke nak “Goncangkan” hubungan Malaysia-Indon… Hmm jangan kita yang berjiran ini berperang orang lain bertepuk tangan..

Seringkali, kejatuhan kerajaan atau empayar Islam is due to pemerintahan yang tak berjaya.. plus.. tiada kerjasama dengan negara jiran.. Dah negara jiran kita sendiri nak ganyang kita.. macam mana nak selamatkan bangsa.. Dari isu budaya.. orang itu mengaku ini.. orang ini mengaku itu.. kuda kepang Indon punya.. yang malaysia claim dia punya.. Sama la tuh.. masing2 tak tahu asal usul sendiri.. susah.. Bukan dulu orang jawa, orang minang dari tanah jawa, dari sumatra yang datang ke tanah melayu bawak anak pinak, bawak saudara mara, buka tanah, staying here.. bawak diri.. takkan tak bawak agama.. takkan tak bawak kepercayaan.. kalau tak? takkan adat minang, adat jawa masih dekat Malaysia? takkan nak suruh orang minang orang jawa dekat sini, jadik orang yang bukan diri dorang?…

Conclusion nya.. Malaysia-Indonesia is serumpum.. dari bangsa sama asalnya.. berkembang dari satu bahagian yang kecik, menjadi pelbagai …. Apa Malaysia atau Indonesia nak jadi macam Gaza and Mesir ke? Sedara kat sebelah rumah kena halau dari rumah sendiri… orang sebelah tutup pintu duduk diam2 dalam rumah? very selfish and individualistic.. itu ke sifat orang timur, orang Islam? (If these two country claimed they are muslim majority country.. ) Patutlah Islam akhir zaman merudum.. tak der kerjasama.. Berbalah sesama sendiri.. ikut2 bersorak.. tapi tak tahu apa yang di perjuangkan..

Kalaulah.. Malaysia-Indonesia nih betul2 berperang, korang rasa dalam banyak-banyak negara.. negara mana yang akan terhegeh-hegeh nak datang sini.. konon nak damaikan kita? America is my answers.. Y? Because our country are damn rich with everything..minyak.. tanah yang subur.. hujan yg cukup.. tanah yang tak berapa tinggi pun dah boleh tanam anggur.. (thank God) yet we do not know how to appreciate and use it for good.. skit2 nak hangin..mana sifat sabar masing2? Sabar separuh dari Iman…

Lu pikir laa sniri.. ada paedah ke takdak…ganyang2 ni..

Manusia yang tidak membaca (kurang ilmu) negara bangsanya akan tergadai.. tamadunnya merudum.. tiada kegemilangan.. (hmm mentang2 la. esok nak ambik test tamadun islam.. semua info keluar kat sini… ) huhuhu

Tidur nyenyakk dan enak!!! 

Beautiful message

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
‘Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.’

The little girl said, ‘No, Dad.. You hold my hand.’

‘What’s the difference?’ Asked the puzzled father.

‘There’s a big difference,’ replied the little girl.

‘If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.’

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person you love rather than expecting them to hold yours…

Hargai Nyawa.. hati-hati memandu

Cerita raya aku tak sempat update lagi.. banyak kerja. sibuk dekat office sibuk dekat tempat belajar.

Office, still busy with the UAT, the postmortem and feedback on the UAT, trainings and compiling this and that. semua nak focus. dekat tempat belajar, soon as balik cuti rasa malas, tapi bila dah sampai dekat class, jumpa kawan-kawan, mind-injected with assignments, presentaion, oral, research and project.. tiba2 tak jadi malas.. jumpa kawan2 jadi rajin pulakk.. hmm atleast i feel good when i returned from long holiday..

Semalam, ada adhoc meeting, still related with UAT, the postmortem of new system and etcetera sampai kul 530.  My mind already focus on oral.. keep saying to myself.. how am i supposed to tell a story in Mandarin.. adoiyaii.. sebelum jejak kaki keluar, solat asar dekat office, since dok teringat surau kat kampus very uncomfortable, due to air conditioner nya not properly work.. sadis.. almost a month dah.. Lepas solat terus masuk kereta and drive ke campus

Tak sampai 500 meters, aku dah nampak dari jauh, jamm arah naik ke carrefour subang, decided to go straight ikut wisma consplant.. jalan clear.. i was speeding almost 70km/perhour.. tiba-tiba one lady came out of nowhere.. crossed right infront of me.. a split second i looked at my rear mirror.. no car behind.. brakesssss… bottle air bergolek jatuh.. sambil mulut aku mengucap..”oo my god” repeatedly.. my car.. was suddenly stopped exactly infront of that lady. and this lady..also standing still.. nothing.. aku tak sempat tengok muka dia pun. yang aku nampak orang dalam kereta lain dok menengok.. dok mengeleng kepala at this walking lady.. lucky i didn’t hit her.. otherwise.. sure tercampak.. she was crossing the road.. while the other 2 lane was like kura2.. and suddenly.. walk like nothing.. on my lane.. istigfar panjang aku.. sepanjang ke campus..

Where is my script.. where am i heading.. kepala aku jadi pening.. almost painted.. shaking.. and shocked.. minah tuh elok jee berjln.. without saying anything.. at last aku yang mengangis dalam kereta.. and shaking.. dok imagining.. if i hit that lady.. wild imagination.. boleh patah kaki.. or lagi teruk lumpuh or patah pinggang.. aku pulak jenis, lepas kereta aku tiba2 stopped. i didn’t go out..and shout out loud or even honk my car.. nothing… i was driving helplessly.. rasa nak pengsan.. jantung aku pun bleh dengar sniri.. berpeluh, walhal air cond punya swing besar aku on..

sampai campus.. i feel that my entire body was so weak.. walking slowly.. pi kedai nearest.. i need sugar.. sugar.. rasa mengigil tak hilang lagi.. rasa sensasi yg sama bila tak dapat makan.. i drank milo.. a bread and walk to the class.. kepala masih weng weng.. i didn’t check either read my mandarin script.. lucky laoshi (lecturer) aku asked me to relax and sit down.. one by one.. habis oral.. exactly after magrib.. sambil membaca cerita aku.. berdoa biar laa aku lepas oral nih.. dalam kepala masih terbayang kalau aku langgar budak pompuan tuh tadi..

lucky and alhamdulillah..aku terundi utk cerita yang memang aku tahu and dah hafal… lucky i can still “see” the story in my head instead of a story “nak langgar budak”…  adoiyaii.. horror pengalaman nak langgar orang nih.. apakah halnya kalau betul2 jadi.. ya allah.. mujur laa nyawa budak tuh masih panjang.. kalau tak.. kaki sapa yg lumpuh tuh..? anak sapa? tunang sapa? isteri siapa..? or mak siapa?.. pening…

after class.. ada discussion with friends.. kepala weng skit lagi.. tapi bahan nak present nak kena touch up.. after classs, drive balik umah, singgah beli itu ini for makan2 at my office.. by 1030 i reached home.. .. nasib masih menyebelahi aku..

p/s: so.. hati2 di jalan raya, baik memandu membonceng atau jalan kaki, hargai nyawa anda and orang yang anda sayang.. sekali anda silap.. tiada U turn… once it happen.. there is no turning back… check tyre, ur brake and everything.. i just can’t imagine.. if aku penyebab nyawa budak tuh melayang.. camner nak hiduppp? ya allah.. thanks for saving me yesterday..  Amin

Iftar with Clients

As usual, every year when there are special occasions like hari raya, the KIAM will organized a little initiative for mesiniagans, and indirectly it helps KIAM to add some side  income for its fund…

And This hari raya they have this, hamper sales, gift and everything.. ada cookies, dodol, kuih raya and etc.. This gift commonly sold in a good package, nicely decorated and you can dedicate these gift to your colleagues and office mates.. and these two cuter gifts i received from Inaz and Laiyee. Thanks dear.. nih buat i sayang you berdua nih.. kisses and hugs Muahh

That evening, we  were invited for buka puasa with our clients.. AKA our business partner. hmm tiba2 ramai pulak tak boleh pegi, maklum la nak dekat raya. Punya la payah aku nak ajak budak2 call centre to join.. adus.. mmg betul laa kata TLnya.. budak2 nih anti-social.. hahaha sabar je la..

Akhirnya aku dapat ajak Lily to join me besides having boss nuar, simon, imran to join us. Team business partner are from India and from a Singapore base company.. lily, imran and me went to Sunway Resort, Sun and Surf cafe dengan kereta simon. Malas pulak nak drive and tinggalkan notebook dalam kereta that could be dangerous to me and my car.

Approximately 615 kami keluar office, jalan ke sunwaay pyramid jam tak bleh cakap, tapi masih boleh bergerak. My initial plan thought nak balik umah mandi and salin baju, hmm tapi pikir2 balik tak payah laa. Walkthrough system baru pun habis kul 5:15.. so terpaksa la aku berbuka ngna baju yang dari pagi aku pakai. sampai je kat hotel tuh, Simon parked his car at the open car park.. terus ke cafe @ level 1.. walla besar nyer cafe nih..

It’s buka puasa, and the usual rate is RM92++, but since we are invited and makan free, i dont care laa kan.. Food jangan cakap.. i think they have all sorts of menu.. cakap je teringin makan apa.. Fuhh aku as usual makan slow and bit by bit.. Ini my starter..

I like kerabu.. any kind of kerabu.. i ate it twice.. diff plate.. heheh, the other one is Mee rebus, bean sprout-free.. tak berapa suka makan kalau taugeh campur dengan noodle..  Gravy dia sangat-sangat excellent. Lepas habis strater.. aku took another plate yang biasa2. pastu went for solat magrib and continue.. hahaha until 9pm..

pastu dah tak dak gambar food dah.. enough with one.. because we are into it so much.. balik rumah, badan dah penat sangat.. tapi my style,  badan penat tak boleh tidur selagi tak mandi.. tengah penat2 tuh mak aku ajak masukkan duit dlm envelop raya.. hmm elok gak mak tgh nak tolong aku pun tak larat buat sorang-sorang.. habis jugak kerja aku.. bahagian aku and my sis kat NZ pun kirim duit raya utk adik beradik kat sini.. aku yg tukang distribute. pemegang amanah raya la katakan.. hahaha .. every year mcm tuh.. hmm semoga murah rezeki kak..

Done with duit raya, 1230 cerita Qamar Bani Hashim pun habis.. badan tengah penat giler, masuk bilik air, mandi bersihkan diri, waa fresh.. solat and tidor best..

Iftar@My office

Last thursday was another iftar that i’ve attended. Dekat office je pun. I just got lucky can excused from my evening class and attended this small event. Thanks Dr Wan.. kita jumpa lepas raya.

Iftar@Mesiniaga, begins with ceramah in our Audi by Ustaz Shahrom..topic discussed was no other than the last 10 days in Ramadan. Followed by buka puasa, first session, solat magrib, the buka puasa and solatIsyak and Terawikh @ the audi foyer..

this whole ramadan, we have kuliah zohor everyday and we’ve invited few ustaz.. among our favourite.. are brother Lim Jooi Soon, Ustaz Rosli from USIM, Ustaz Abdullah, Ustaz Ghazali ((Late) Ustaz Asri’s brother) and ada lagi nama yang aku tak ingat..i am so grateful that, in my office we have this kind of program… u know although we are in corporate line.. and private, alhamdulillah muslim employees here are very committed in doing this charity.. all these are volunteers.. Thanks to Kiam Team. (Kelab Islah dan Amal Mesiniaga)

During the makan2 we have this movie title The messenger.. tapi tak sempat nak tengok habis pun.. hmm plan nak tengok hari nih thru YOUTUBE >click here for the full movie version.. Filem lama.. tapi best dapat tgk movie macam nih.. bukan hari2 dapat tgk.. channel arabic kat astro tuh pulak.. tak dak subtitle.. tak reti la aku nak tgk..

Ramadan 1430H

Ramadan, nak masuk Shawal dah.. kejap je rasanya. Cepatnya masa berlalu..

Rasa macam puas pulak cuti panjang 3 hari untuk 2 minggu berturut-turut. Walaupun tak pi mana2, tapi Alhamdulillah. Ramadan kali nih skit berbeza. Tak macam tahun-tahun lain. Paling jelas, aku tak dapat buat terawikh pun(this could be yr last ramadan Ekin!!), instead, siang hari and sebelum subuh ada banyak masa luangkan untuk ibadah. (konon)..

Setiap hari Monday to Thrusday ada tazkirah sebelum waktu zuhur dekat Audi level 1,.. alhamdulillah dapat la curik masa and learn something. I feel lucky, and ada masa untuk dhuha sekali..

Dekat rumah nih, untuk buat kuih raya, sorry la.. hmm nak harap aku buat haram laa.. biasanya beli kuih kat makcik aku je. Spirit buat kuih tak dak laa.. kakak2 aku yang rajin buat kuih pun, yang mana ada anak2 kecik yang nak makan. Biasanya bebudak kecik yang excited nak buat kuih nih..

Pagi tadi mak and adik aku dok arrange perabot dalam umah.. walaupun aku kurang setuju, biasanya kat umah nih mak aku yang bleh decide pun.. betullah tuh.. aku dok umah nih pun hanya tidur and rehat. Selebih masanya kat tempat kerja dan class, masa kat umah pun hujung minggu je. Aku baru lepas gubah bunga.. hmm tak la mahir pun main cucuk2 je.. satu vase lagi kuntum bunganya tak cukup pulak.. in mak aku nyer favourite.. suka tukar bunga… and aku tolong cucuk2 ajer.. hmm apa la rupanya.. biar la kan.. apa pun janji mak aku suka. ahaks..

ok? hahaha main suka2 jee

Second Friday before Ramadan… 14/08/09

It’s Friday… rasa free and easy pulak.. Maybe sebab jumaat kot.. Pagi-pagi drive ke UMMC, Lucky wasn’t so jam. pagi nih, mak puasa “yang yok”.. nak kena ambik darah and next week will be back again to meet the doctor.. This is routine utk mak. and a routine for me to bring her when there is an appoinment..

Tengah tunggu giliran, rahimah called. Asking about computer problem and request me to help her. Bos aku memang rajin tanya aku itu ini.. and it’s ok for me.. at least i can test, how good i am at problem analysis and suggest what is the best practice or solution.. Maklum laa dah lama tak buat benda2 support-support nih..

On the way balik, singgah breakfast ngan mak, habis breakfast, aku drop mak depan rumah terus drove ke office. Sampai office aku teringat ada meeting with my boss petang nih..

Sampai depan office, alamakk apsal org ramai berkumpul kat luar nih..? Adoii fire drill.. aku lupa.. Adoi.. dari depan pagar, aku ambik kereta aku balik.. since dah tak dibenarkan masuk.. so aku drive ke kedai buah favourite aku. Jam dah 940. Lepas beli buah, aku terus ke taman tasik berdekatan and.. dok lepak dalam kereta sambil makan buah and tengok ikan berenang dan melompat sampai la jam 1020. Boss aku sms that the fire drill activity dah habis.. Aku replied and terus aku drive ke office.

Lunch hour aku tak keluar, and as usual on Friday (Hari Soya Aku), aku pesan kat office mate aku yang pi ke masjid, air kacang soya panas.
Sharp 2 O’clock aku masuk bilik rahimah with my all-set notes (banyak benda nak kena update).. macam-macam discussnya, until 4. hmm Banyak yang aku kena buat.. Pernah sekali mak bertanya,

Mak: “kalau meeting tuh, tak der buat keje laa?”
Aku: Tak der keje? mak biasanya lepas meeting lagi banyak kojo Dennn.. (Adoi)

Hahaha…
So sapa yang tak nak or malas keje.. pi dok umah, then you will get nothing in return, duit tak dapat, pahala kerja pun tak dpt..

Pikir-pikir kan…

Kenapa asyik makanan?

i was supposed to post something here.. semalam.. hmm apa la nak jadi kan.. kat blog nih..

Last weekend was another good weekend i ever had with orang tuaku, ordinary ajer, nothing extraordinary, Spending my day with mak, berdua sahaja, jalan-jalan, shopping, beli barang, basuh kereta and makan lunch sama2. Happy and senyum meleret mak.. hehehe abah as usual, memang tak joint activity keluar aku and mak.. he prefer lepaking at home and tengok film tamil.. (hahaha)…

Two weeks ago.. itu a lil bit different, when my sister and her family is still around, menu lunch dekat rumah pun special sikit, that is because my sister is at home. But one of her (&My) favourite ulam-ulaman tak dak.. i asked mak.. “Makk.. awat tak buat pucuk ubi rebus with air asam, akak suka la makk. Kesiannya kak sila tak dapat mkn.. (sebenarnya aku yg nak mkn sgt2 hahaha)” Mak replied..”Bukan sempat makan pun, asyik berjalan sana sini”.. . Kadang-kadang bila tengok excitednya mak nak masak bila kakak2 or abang aku nak datang, macam best sangat, segala lauk pauh favourite dorang.. sure terhidang. Hmm macam aku nih tak merasa la sangat “excited” tuh.. dah kalau muka aku hari2 mak tengok.. i think it would be very nice, if once or twice mak masak special untuk aku.. (walhal, rasanya hari2 mak masakkan my favorite … hahaha)..  pernah sekali, aku berada jauh dari rumah.. haa masa tuh menangis rindu nak balik.. rindu mum’s favourite nasi goreng. hmm nyumm.. nyum.. ( nih apsal aku asyik citer pasal makan nih?) .. Owh btw.. ok. i should stop here, wanna eat my double cheese burger now.. dah ini je pilihan senang nak di buat..  I shall write to u later my precious.. Muahh. Chiow.

I am Officially a System Administrator.

why the heck that i did’t feel anything.. hmm ke aku yang tak tahu erti syukur..? Well, whatever it is.. this is what it takes to be a System Admin:

1. Change your mindset — The true SA is a combination caretaker, security guard, and baby sitter
2. Learn new toolsets — If one wants to move into the corporate arena, then you must be able to take whatever tools are laying around and get the job done. This means the ability to learn new tools and to use old tools in new ways.
3. Learn to handle pressure — Expect to have to work with others looking over your shoulder. It adds a new level of pressure to have a Senior VP of a billion dollar company watching you type! (Or just the guy who signs your paycheck.)
4. Never start from scratch. Find something close and modify — For scripting, start with the boot up scripts (/sbin/init.d, /etc/rc.d, etc)
5. Hang out with experts — Don’t be afraid of appearing ignorant. Fear staying ignorant
6. Practice good debugging habits — Understand it the way it is (broken) before you try to fix it
7. Learn manually, then codify — Remember the commands by writing a script for them and commenting the script.
8. Document what you do — Comment your scripts liberally. The best comments (IMHO) are the ones that explain ‘Why?’.
9. Learn to share — Share what you’ve learned with others
10. Remember to have fun — Make your system your passion, not just your job. Don’t consider becoming a SA if it isn’t your passion.