Suka-Suka *:)

it was a quiet night… suddenly i feel like.. hmm.. i can’t say it here nor to myself… i can only hear it.. deep inside.. in my heart. tuhan sahaja yang tahu… Semoga tuhan mengurniakan aku kesabaran sekuat bakau di tepian pantai..

picture taken from a balcony of my office building, Opposite is SJMC where my best friend, Kak eila, currently working. Lunch with her everday.. yet have so many things to talk too. I lov you and .. i miss the STAR.

it would be nice.. to have a nice house.. made from wood… pokok bakau.. kayu dia bagus.. bleh tahan air laut.. aaa i am definitely.. beach lover.. bila laa nak pegi bercuti nih.. habis sem nih.. i think i should plan to go somewhere.. hmm abah and mak pun lama tak cuti and jalan2.. where to?.. beach beach.. beach..

makcik aku kat cheras ajak pi kelantan.. hmm.. hati aku kalau ke kelantan…. mesti nak pegi perhentian.. dah dekat sangat dengan istana hinggap kakak aku.. i like to go to terengganu again.. the marang beach.. hmm tapi orang kata year end.. south china sea tak berapa best.. musim tengkujuh.. hmm abah ada mention nak pi langkawi.. hmm i love langkawi.. love to walk on the white sandy beach tanjung rhu.. walk to the isolated island.. hmm nice dinner by the beach..@cenang.. tapi yang lecehnyer kena tinggal kereta at mainland.. tengok la macam mana.. adoi.. tolong aku nak pi bercuti.. hmm tapi cuti tinggal 6.5 days only.. plan to bring forward 5 days.. untuk tahun depan..

tak tahu laa dapat ke tidak…. God please.. i need a vacation..

Nak ganyang mender lagi?..

Dah lama aku tak tgk berita utama..

Macam-macam aku dengar pasal hubungan luar Malaysia-Indonesia..

Bermula dari penglibatan Nordin mat top, dah di tembak mati pun, jadi arwah.. masih lagi negara sebelah itu claim itu ini, katanya nak ganyang Malaysia.. hmm ala2 zaman confrontation dulu tahun bila yek? 1963 yee? hmm i guess..

Mana silapnya yek? Aku tak nampak pulak akhbar malaysia membuat liputan besar-besar mengenai ini.. because Malaysia biasanya “kawal” sikit kebebasan liputan macam ini.. maklum la negara kecik.. baru beli kapal selam ajer pun.. (tak relevant rasanya nak guna kapal selam kat kawasan selat melaka.. cetek)

back to my story… About this Ganyang Malaysia.. semakin kuat pulak di laung dekat indonesia.. banyak dekat youtube aku jumpa.. hmm apatah lagi media indonesia… Dorang tak puas hati ke.. sebab economy malaysia and indonesia dah semakin baik sekarang?selalunya orang yang suka membuat provokasi nih.. ada agenda lain.. yang kadang2 merugikan diri sendiri.. so ingat-ingat la skit yee..

Sedia maklum, bank-bank besar like Maybank and CIMB telah membeli few businesses yang dulunya seakan ” Goncang” masa saat2 economy meruncing dekat Indon.. now the situation is.. their eco has been recovered… business is getting ok.. ada pihak2 tertentu ke nak “Goncangkan” hubungan Malaysia-Indon… Hmm jangan kita yang berjiran ini berperang orang lain bertepuk tangan..

Seringkali, kejatuhan kerajaan atau empayar Islam is due to pemerintahan yang tak berjaya.. plus.. tiada kerjasama dengan negara jiran.. Dah negara jiran kita sendiri nak ganyang kita.. macam mana nak selamatkan bangsa.. Dari isu budaya.. orang itu mengaku ini.. orang ini mengaku itu.. kuda kepang Indon punya.. yang malaysia claim dia punya.. Sama la tuh.. masing2 tak tahu asal usul sendiri.. susah.. Bukan dulu orang jawa, orang minang dari tanah jawa, dari sumatra yang datang ke tanah melayu bawak anak pinak, bawak saudara mara, buka tanah, staying here.. bawak diri.. takkan tak bawak agama.. takkan tak bawak kepercayaan.. kalau tak? takkan adat minang, adat jawa masih dekat Malaysia? takkan nak suruh orang minang orang jawa dekat sini, jadik orang yang bukan diri dorang?…

Conclusion nya.. Malaysia-Indonesia is serumpum.. dari bangsa sama asalnya.. berkembang dari satu bahagian yang kecik, menjadi pelbagai …. Apa Malaysia atau Indonesia nak jadi macam Gaza and Mesir ke? Sedara kat sebelah rumah kena halau dari rumah sendiri… orang sebelah tutup pintu duduk diam2 dalam rumah? very selfish and individualistic.. itu ke sifat orang timur, orang Islam? (If these two country claimed they are muslim majority country.. ) Patutlah Islam akhir zaman merudum.. tak der kerjasama.. Berbalah sesama sendiri.. ikut2 bersorak.. tapi tak tahu apa yang di perjuangkan..

Kalaulah.. Malaysia-Indonesia nih betul2 berperang, korang rasa dalam banyak-banyak negara.. negara mana yang akan terhegeh-hegeh nak datang sini.. konon nak damaikan kita? America is my answers.. Y? Because our country are damn rich with everything..minyak.. tanah yang subur.. hujan yg cukup.. tanah yang tak berapa tinggi pun dah boleh tanam anggur.. (thank God) yet we do not know how to appreciate and use it for good.. skit2 nak hangin..mana sifat sabar masing2? Sabar separuh dari Iman…

Lu pikir laa sniri.. ada paedah ke takdak…ganyang2 ni..

Manusia yang tidak membaca (kurang ilmu) negara bangsanya akan tergadai.. tamadunnya merudum.. tiada kegemilangan.. (hmm mentang2 la. esok nak ambik test tamadun islam.. semua info keluar kat sini… ) huhuhu

Tidur nyenyakk dan enak!!! 

Iftar@My office

Last thursday was another iftar that i’ve attended. Dekat office je pun. I just got lucky can excused from my evening class and attended this small event. Thanks Dr Wan.. kita jumpa lepas raya.

Iftar@Mesiniaga, begins with ceramah in our Audi by Ustaz Shahrom..topic discussed was no other than the last 10 days in Ramadan. Followed by buka puasa, first session, solat magrib, the buka puasa and solatIsyak and Terawikh @ the audi foyer..

this whole ramadan, we have kuliah zohor everyday and we’ve invited few ustaz.. among our favourite.. are brother Lim Jooi Soon, Ustaz Rosli from USIM, Ustaz Abdullah, Ustaz Ghazali ((Late) Ustaz Asri’s brother) and ada lagi nama yang aku tak ingat..i am so grateful that, in my office we have this kind of program… u know although we are in corporate line.. and private, alhamdulillah muslim employees here are very committed in doing this charity.. all these are volunteers.. Thanks to Kiam Team. (Kelab Islah dan Amal Mesiniaga)

During the makan2 we have this movie title The messenger.. tapi tak sempat nak tengok habis pun.. hmm plan nak tengok hari nih thru YOUTUBE >click here for the full movie version.. Filem lama.. tapi best dapat tgk movie macam nih.. bukan hari2 dapat tgk.. channel arabic kat astro tuh pulak.. tak dak subtitle.. tak reti la aku nak tgk..

Second Friday before Ramadan… 14/08/09

It’s Friday… rasa free and easy pulak.. Maybe sebab jumaat kot.. Pagi-pagi drive ke UMMC, Lucky wasn’t so jam. pagi nih, mak puasa “yang yok”.. nak kena ambik darah and next week will be back again to meet the doctor.. This is routine utk mak. and a routine for me to bring her when there is an appoinment..

Tengah tunggu giliran, rahimah called. Asking about computer problem and request me to help her. Bos aku memang rajin tanya aku itu ini.. and it’s ok for me.. at least i can test, how good i am at problem analysis and suggest what is the best practice or solution.. Maklum laa dah lama tak buat benda2 support-support nih..

On the way balik, singgah breakfast ngan mak, habis breakfast, aku drop mak depan rumah terus drove ke office. Sampai office aku teringat ada meeting with my boss petang nih..

Sampai depan office, alamakk apsal org ramai berkumpul kat luar nih..? Adoii fire drill.. aku lupa.. Adoi.. dari depan pagar, aku ambik kereta aku balik.. since dah tak dibenarkan masuk.. so aku drive ke kedai buah favourite aku. Jam dah 940. Lepas beli buah, aku terus ke taman tasik berdekatan and.. dok lepak dalam kereta sambil makan buah and tengok ikan berenang dan melompat sampai la jam 1020. Boss aku sms that the fire drill activity dah habis.. Aku replied and terus aku drive ke office.

Lunch hour aku tak keluar, and as usual on Friday (Hari Soya Aku), aku pesan kat office mate aku yang pi ke masjid, air kacang soya panas.
Sharp 2 O’clock aku masuk bilik rahimah with my all-set notes (banyak benda nak kena update).. macam-macam discussnya, until 4. hmm Banyak yang aku kena buat.. Pernah sekali mak bertanya,

Mak: “kalau meeting tuh, tak der buat keje laa?”
Aku: Tak der keje? mak biasanya lepas meeting lagi banyak kojo Dennn.. (Adoi)

Hahaha…
So sapa yang tak nak or malas keje.. pi dok umah, then you will get nothing in return, duit tak dapat, pahala kerja pun tak dpt..

Pikir-pikir kan…

I am Officially a System Administrator.

why the heck that i did’t feel anything.. hmm ke aku yang tak tahu erti syukur..? Well, whatever it is.. this is what it takes to be a System Admin:

1. Change your mindset — The true SA is a combination caretaker, security guard, and baby sitter
2. Learn new toolsets — If one wants to move into the corporate arena, then you must be able to take whatever tools are laying around and get the job done. This means the ability to learn new tools and to use old tools in new ways.
3. Learn to handle pressure — Expect to have to work with others looking over your shoulder. It adds a new level of pressure to have a Senior VP of a billion dollar company watching you type! (Or just the guy who signs your paycheck.)
4. Never start from scratch. Find something close and modify — For scripting, start with the boot up scripts (/sbin/init.d, /etc/rc.d, etc)
5. Hang out with experts — Don’t be afraid of appearing ignorant. Fear staying ignorant
6. Practice good debugging habits — Understand it the way it is (broken) before you try to fix it
7. Learn manually, then codify — Remember the commands by writing a script for them and commenting the script.
8. Document what you do — Comment your scripts liberally. The best comments (IMHO) are the ones that explain ‘Why?’.
9. Learn to share — Share what you’ve learned with others
10. Remember to have fun — Make your system your passion, not just your job. Don’t consider becoming a SA if it isn’t your passion.

Yasmin Ahmad Dies – News Cut from BERNAMA

Film Director Yasmin Ahmad Dies

KUALA LUMPUR, July 25 (Bernama) — Renowned film and advertising director Yasmin Ahmad died here at about 11.25 pm Saturday night.

Her death was confirmed by Media Prime Group Chief Operations Officer Datuk Seri Ahmad Farid Ridzuan, who was at the Damansara Specialists Hospital, when contacted by Bernama.

Yasmin, 51, collapsed while presenting a working paper at Sri Pentas, the headquarters of the private television station TV3 on Thursday and was rushed to the Damnsara Specialists Hospital.

She was reported to have suffered a stroke and brain haemorrhage.

– BERNAMA

Siti – “Satu” Concert at Istana Budaya

last Friday i went to Siti’s Concert Satu @Istana Budaya. What i can say is.. This concert is another concert that brings the Diva closer to her fans.. Sharing stories and feelings.

At one moment she was deeply touched, thinking of her late father, that was not there, on that concert.. Afterall, the Biarlah Rahsia that once i listened repeatedly before, i think that very nite, i can understand how she feels (bukanlah 100% pun.. probably 40% ajer).. It’s so hard to be Siti. We probably seen her in a very nice dress, flooded with luxuries and attentions, but at last i think, money can’t guarantee your “happiness”, agree with me?

I expect that i can really enjoy her great voice.. i wish that she could perform in an acoustic show.. No doubt that she has dozen great singles… unfortunately the sound and music that nite does not reach my expectation. Nevertheless, i like the way she performed for one song, which i donno the title but it has this japanese music stream… best ala2 Geisha pulak aku tengok dia perform.. Wish that i could see her again performing in TV.. Lagi best if she could perform with the japanese instrument.. entah apa nama aku tak tahu..

Overall, i enjoyed her songs and performance that nite.. she is definitely a very prestigious singer.. eventough she dont have catchy songs like Mnasir.. but she is definitely in her very own style…

Rindu Bulan April

I’ve been typing something here since the 9pm. Unfortunately.. it’s all gone.. i really don’t know where it goes. i dont delete, or copy or pasting. Instead i want to press publish button, but it seems that it went wrong somewhere.. Weird.

Probably its a good thing that i dont publish that story, it’s not a good story.. Precious journal tak mo aku publish cerita sedih kot.. hahaha.. ok

I chose to choose the same title. “Rindu Bulan April”. Good day all

Renungan

Thursday 26/02: So glad that i had a chance to join the “Renungan ESQ 165″ at our office building.. Thanks Ya Allah.

When i was in the ESQ 165 Alumni gathering this evening, I was so attracted and touched to the doa’ declaimed by the speaker, Pak Arie Rachman..

Bismillah hirraahmanirahim

Segala puji hanya bagi Allah
Segala keagungan hanya milikmu Ya Allah

Duhai engkau tuhan, pencipta langit dan bumi
Duhai engkau tuhan, pencipta matahari
Yang meninggikan langit tanpa tiang
Yang menghamparkan bumi dan lautan

Yang menciptakan dari setitis air yang hina
Yang menciptakan dari segumpal daging yang lemah dah tidak berdaya
Yang menciptakan mata untuk melihat
Yang menciptakan telinga untuk mendengar
Yang menciptakan mulut untuk berbicara
Yang menciptakan kaki untuk melangkah

Yang menggetarkan jantung didalam dada
Yang mengalirkan darah didalam jasad
Yang mengaturkan setiap jiwa didalam diri manusia

Duhai engkau sang pemberi rezeki langit dan bumi
Yang telah memberi rezeki di dalam hati
Yang telah memberi cahaya di dalam jiwa
Yang menitiskan air mata kami

Duhai engkau yang telah menghancurkan hati kami
Dengan kebesaran dan KemuliaanMu

Ya Allah
Kau berikan kami kekuatan
Kekuatan untuk sentiasa menjaga cahaya yang telah kau berikan

Ya Allah
Kau kurniakan kami cinta
Cinta yang tak akan pernah membuat kami berpaling dariMu
Cinta yang sentiasa menjaga hayunan kedua langkah kaki kami
Cinta yang akan menjadi rizab kami
Cinta kepadaMu yang akan menjaga kedua mata kami
Cinta kepadaMu yang akan menjaga kedua tangan kami
Cinta kepadaMu yang akan menbuat kami kuat berjalan di muka bumi

Beri aku keyakinan
Hingga kami bekerja untukMu
Hingga kami hadir kepadaMu
Melalui tangan kami yang menadah
Melalui peluh yang keluar dari tubuh kami
Melalui letih dan penat hiba kami

Jangan engkau jadikan semuanya sia-sia
Tak bererti kerana kesombongan kami
Tak bererti kerana niat kami yang kurang baik
Tak bererti kerana segala dosa-dosa kami

Ya Allah Ya Rahman
Izinkan kami mati seperti ini
Ketika engkau lebih tinggi di hati kami
Ketika dunia begitu kecil di mata kami
Izinkan kami mati seperti ini
Ketika mulut kami menyebut namaMu
Ketika air mata membasahi pipi kami

Aku rindu kepadaMu
Ya Allah
Jaga Keluarga yang kami tinggalkan
Jaga Ibu dan bapa kami
Jaga Suami isteri dan anak-anak kami
Kumpulkan kami kelak di hadapanMu semua

Ya Allah engkau maha mendengar
Engkau maha mengetahui
Engkau maha menatap dan menyaksikan
Dengarkanlah doa kami
Makbulkan doa kami

Segala puji hanya untuk kekasihmu Muhammad S.A.W.
Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah
Wafilakhirati hasanah
Waqina a’zabannar
Walhamdulillah hirabbil a’lamin..

What makes you read it?

Nowadays, blogs writing or personal webpage are very popular, even our teenagers at the most, 12years old, have their own space in the internet. What do they write about? And are you interested to read it.. my point is.. what triggered you to read someone’s blog or space.. What criteria that you looking for.. and what makes you come back to read that blog?

Hari ini, where technology has taken over many of our routines, that includes, writing a letter to a friend.. I mean physical letter that we wrote on a piece of paper.. when was ur last time you wrote a letter to your friend or your parents? I still remember, when my sister was away working in Ipoh somewhere in 1990s.. I always received letters from her, and as usual those wording are so damn nice.. let me quote few lines hahaha..

“Assalamualaikum kehadapan ayahanda and bonda semoga berada di dalam keadaan sihat wal’afiat hendaknya. Anakanda di sini Alhamdulillah, sihat-sihat sahaja.. “

That is just the introduction or “mukadimah”.. Kalau aku la.. been told to write such letter to my mum.. haha probably I’ll write it like.. this

“Hi mak and abah, I miss you so much.. muahhks u tak miss kat I ke? Mak and abah, ekin sihat2 Mak and abah sihat? Mak jangan gaduh-gaduh dengan abah, nanti tak cium bau syurga.. hahaha”

Sengal kan? Hahaha that’s the different between my eldest sister and me.. She is damn sweet, very motherly, very soft spoken unlike me. Haha

Alamak terkeluar tajuk. Apakahhhh cerita pasal isi kandungan surat..

Back to what I want to share here.. what makes you come back, to read, explore..

Is it a way of their writing, or simply you want to know their update?. Is it because the attractiveness of the picture or wording on it?

For me, i dont want my readers to be attracted to picture that i published? why, because i hardly put pictures in my entries hahaha.. I just want to share what i’d published here, if only the readers like to read it. If i were to read others blogs, i would like to study how and what their writing styles. Because to be honest, am not good at writing.. no matter what language it would be.. i am very bad at creating sentences.. hahaha.. that is why ayat-ayat cinta aku sesedap rasa aku je and I will write almost everything but sadly.. it is not properly structured… in other word… main taram je. hahaha.. but i am still in a process of learning to be a good writer with zillions vocabs. I really do, and I really enjoyed reading blogs that have a very structured writing style, creative, nice to read, new opinion and ideas.. other than that, just to update myself what’s going on and what’s up.. haha

So what makes you come back to read on someone’s blog?

NOTE: Another entry with title first-content later.. huhu hureeyyy!!!