Beautiful message

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
‘Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.’

The little girl said, ‘No, Dad.. You hold my hand.’

‘What’s the difference?’ Asked the puzzled father.

‘There’s a big difference,’ replied the little girl.

‘If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.’

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person you love rather than expecting them to hold yours…

Ramadan 1430H

Ramadan, nak masuk Shawal dah.. kejap je rasanya. Cepatnya masa berlalu..

Rasa macam puas pulak cuti panjang 3 hari untuk 2 minggu berturut-turut. Walaupun tak pi mana2, tapi Alhamdulillah. Ramadan kali nih skit berbeza. Tak macam tahun-tahun lain. Paling jelas, aku tak dapat buat terawikh pun(this could be yr last ramadan Ekin!!), instead, siang hari and sebelum subuh ada banyak masa luangkan untuk ibadah. (konon)..

Setiap hari Monday to Thrusday ada tazkirah sebelum waktu zuhur dekat Audi level 1,.. alhamdulillah dapat la curik masa and learn something. I feel lucky, and ada masa untuk dhuha sekali..

Dekat rumah nih, untuk buat kuih raya, sorry la.. hmm nak harap aku buat haram laa.. biasanya beli kuih kat makcik aku je. Spirit buat kuih tak dak laa.. kakak2 aku yang rajin buat kuih pun, yang mana ada anak2 kecik yang nak makan. Biasanya bebudak kecik yang excited nak buat kuih nih..

Pagi tadi mak and adik aku dok arrange perabot dalam umah.. walaupun aku kurang setuju, biasanya kat umah nih mak aku yang bleh decide pun.. betullah tuh.. aku dok umah nih pun hanya tidur and rehat. Selebih masanya kat tempat kerja dan class, masa kat umah pun hujung minggu je. Aku baru lepas gubah bunga.. hmm tak la mahir pun main cucuk2 je.. satu vase lagi kuntum bunganya tak cukup pulak.. in mak aku nyer favourite.. suka tukar bunga… and aku tolong cucuk2 ajer.. hmm apa la rupanya.. biar la kan.. apa pun janji mak aku suka. ahaks..

ok? hahaha main suka2 jee

Siti – “Satu” Concert at Istana Budaya

last Friday i went to Siti’s Concert Satu @Istana Budaya. What i can say is.. This concert is another concert that brings the Diva closer to her fans.. Sharing stories and feelings.

At one moment she was deeply touched, thinking of her late father, that was not there, on that concert.. Afterall, the Biarlah Rahsia that once i listened repeatedly before, i think that very nite, i can understand how she feels (bukanlah 100% pun.. probably 40% ajer).. It’s so hard to be Siti. We probably seen her in a very nice dress, flooded with luxuries and attentions, but at last i think, money can’t guarantee your “happiness”, agree with me?

I expect that i can really enjoy her great voice.. i wish that she could perform in an acoustic show.. No doubt that she has dozen great singles… unfortunately the sound and music that nite does not reach my expectation. Nevertheless, i like the way she performed for one song, which i donno the title but it has this japanese music stream… best ala2 Geisha pulak aku tengok dia perform.. Wish that i could see her again performing in TV.. Lagi best if she could perform with the japanese instrument.. entah apa nama aku tak tahu..

Overall, i enjoyed her songs and performance that nite.. she is definitely a very prestigious singer.. eventough she dont have catchy songs like Mnasir.. but she is definitely in her very own style…

Love my Journal always…

Alhamdulillah.. I’ve been waiting for almost a month.. since i’ve finished my exams.. And now am able to make a come back to this lovely journal.. Rindu nak menaip.. rindu to write something that i probably can share with my friends or myself in this journal. Memang banyak cerita.. but too many constraints for me to type it here.. Now here i am.. typing and perhaps a lil bit later will spend my weekends browsing n visiting my friends blogs that i’ve longing to visit.

For a start.. i have another career options that has been offered to me.. and to tell the true I still can’t decide, whether I will leave my current dept or to stay.. but one thing I know.. It is not me to decide.. Rahimah already said ok.. but i am still waiting an answer from the other bos. Probably 50/50, i may be suitable for the post.. tapi maybe because i am a student after 6pm.. that would made a lil bit different… Ya Allah kenapa la peluang datang waktu aku attached to something? i really want to make this transfer a reality… but 50/50.. a chance either to stay nor transfer is totally unpredictable. Tuhan sahaja yang tahu..

Actually at the same time.. bos aku dont really OK with my transfer… i just can feelsss it… well orang pompuan kan ada good instinct better than men.. God gifts. She likes me, to be true.. or aku yang perasan.(hahaha) There is another offer for a great training ahead.. tapi macam mimpi pulak.. apa2 pun.. hopes that am not daydreaming.. sangat menarik. And actually if i stay. i still have lots to do n plans…