Izzati and her precious.

After a week usia Luqman Hakim, sorang lagi baby menyusul. My officemate, Izzati dapat baby perempuan.. I went and visited her at the Columbia Hospital. Hospital baru aku rasa.. Not bad. Bilik pun besar, dalam bilik ada long coach untuk visitor and very huge personal bath room. Rasanya boleh menari dalam bilik air tuh. Hahaha

Before end of office hour last Friday, I was in a discussion with my bos, inaz and Ivy. Hujan lebat sangat, sampai hampir la kami tak jadi nak visit Izzati. Dugaan betul. Dalam hujan lebat tuh jugak la aku keluar office pergi ke petrol pump and kasi penuh tank. Rahimah and fadzly tunggu aku kat BHP on the way ke Sunway Pyramid. Kami convoy 3 buah kereta ke Hosp Colombia. Punya la jamm teruk arah tol LDP. Adoi apa nak buat that is the only way to the location.

Aku tak pernah pergi ke hospital itu, so aku follow bos aku dari belakang… agak sesat sana sini jugak la nak ke hospital tuh. Puchong is no longer a sandy village. Why I called it sandy sebab, dulu puchong is kawasan perlombongan. When I was in primary school dulu, kawsan puchong ini hanya sampai kem tentera Kinrara sahaja. Selebihnya masih kawasan lombong. Hmm itu pasal la kakak aku tak mahu invest beli rumah kat kawasan ini. Same goes to Subang jaya, Masa aku sekolah rendah dulu subang jaya hanya setakat SS19, tak der jambatan fly over yg merentasi KESAS, USJ pun masa tuh tak wujud lagi.. apatah lagi KESAS.. pun tak wujud lagi. Penghujung jalan dekat SS19 subang jaya, hanya padang pasir, bekas lombong and hutan belukar kecil. Now, USJ, Puchong are among busiest townships in Klang Valley.. Sooner or later akan ada system LRT or komuter dekat 2 kawasan ini..

Back to cerita pi hospital.. I reached there approximately 640pm. Terus naik

Izzati's lil princess

tingkat satu and met izzati. Dapat peluang pegang anak izzati.. haa syiok. I wasn’t really into baby or kid before, but after I have this close relation with Hidayah, it seems that Allah has given “hidayah” to me, I think, now I love kids and I wish I will have a chance to love and raise of my own. Insya Allah. And I always see a good side of them, tak kisah la rupa macam mana, nakal macam mana.. I just start liking n loving them. Isn’t it miracle? For me yes.. because before this.. I simply ignored their existence. Bad huh.. Comel anak izzati.. do I feel jealous..? hmm a bit I think.. she is so lucky to have kid at her young age of 26. All the best to u and ur kid Izzati. May Allah bless you and ur family.

At almost 8pm, we planned to go off. Solat magrib dekat surau basement and all of us decided to have dinner together. There are 6 of us. Cantik jugak plan tuh. Carik punya carik, we found this nice restaurant. Bumbu Bali. nice décor, excellent service and good food too. But please make sure perut anda betul2 kosong. I don’t want to eat too heavy for dinner.. usually just with bread and a cup of milk/coffee/milo, but today is kind of special, sebab kitaorang tak pernah nak keluar makan sekali ramai2. Tak de kesempatan. So I just ordered grilled salmon. Walla.. nice. Kawan2 aku yang lain semua ordered nasi with weird name on it.. plus a very huge ½ chicken.. Gosh. Lucky aku tak order yang itu, it is definitely a portion of two person.. sapa larat makan ½ chicken. Hahaha. At the end of the dinner, hmm Rahimah pulak belanja and bayar semua. Thank You boss. Lain kali kita keluar makan lagi kay.

I reached home 1030pm. Wah.. rehat kejap, bersih kan diri lepas tuh mata aku tak boleh lelap. Probably sebab kenyang sangat kot. Hahaha. I slept at 2am.

Ya Rasulullah – Raihan

We are still in Rabiulawal.. i think it is not too late for me to express my love and my devotion towards Allah and His most beloved messenger, Muhammad S.A.W.

I went to The Istana Budaya for this special theater about Muhammad S.A.W.

It is indeed a lovely show by itself.. even without Dt Ct pun. But adding this song bird to this stage, is an added values, commercially, i might say, nevertheless still capable to touch your heart just through her singing style.. for me, precisely. She is definitely gifted with her excellent voice.. thank god..

I would leave you this lyric.. originally from Raihan, performed by Dt Ct.. superb, merbu mendayu, hmm of coz am too emo, and tears is my best friend.. Thanks Jue for coming along with me.. appreciate it so much..

Ya Rasulullah

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat ku tatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerana pancaran ketenanganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat ku kucup tanganmu
Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku
Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu

Ya Rasulullah, Ya Habiballah
Tak pernah ku tatap wajahmu
Ya Rasulullah, Ya Habiballah
Kami rindu padamu

Allahumma solli ‘alaa Muhammad
Ya Robbi solli ‘alaihi wassallim

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat ku dakap dirimu
Tiada kata yang dapat aku ucapkan
Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu

Ku tahu cintamu kepada umat (Umati umati)
Ku tahu bimbangnya kau tentang kami
Syafaatkan kami

Ya Rasulallah, Ya Habiballah
Terimalah kami sebagai umatmu
Ya Rasulallah, Ya Habiballah
Kurniakanlah syafaatmu

“Cintaku tak sampai”

Aku janji nak sambung about two items on my previous entry. But i would skipped for the interesting article that i promise. For that article it is in my office email, macam malas nak on VPN, since 3G kat umah aku nih signal pun very weak.. aku terpaksa tukar setting ke GPRS. Sadis je.

Well the title is “Cinta ku tak sampai”, but this is  not my love story pun.. Aku belum ada cerita macam tuh lagi.. Untuk cerita ini aku tak akan letak nama sebenar watak asal aku terpaksa rahsiakan.. hmm di takuti menjadi sebab runtuhnya rumah tangga umah lain, tak baik kan?.. so i really have to be very careful here.. hmm anyway i told my friend that i want to publish his story here.. He said ok.. and i am glad that he trust me.. Thank you for trusting me friend..

* Terdapat beberapa ayat atau perkataan yang aku pinjam dari diari si perempuan, because aku tak pandai nak bercerita pasal cinta.. so aku pinjam kay.. Harap maklum.

Ini kisah tiga orang hamba allah yang aku kenal.. Nak di jadikan cerita.. hamba A and hamba B belajar di dalam kampus yang sama dengan aku.. They are friends of mine and they are couple since 1997. If a i’m not mistaken. According to the diary it says that this girl has been friended with this guy.. lama kelamaan they become couple.. sebab dah hari2 jumpa sebab satu class and this guy memang suka kat awek nih and awek nih pun sweet.. i know her and indeed she is sweet.

So nak dijadikan cerita lagi mereka berdua nih masih lagi couple sehingga 2000.. tak silap aku.. went this girl tell me that she work at this one place.. aku tahu tempat nih. and at this place la this girl met another guy, who is my xschoolmate masa dulo2.  hmm as per in the diary that was compiled by her (and she gave to my friend (i called it “C”) before she were married to A.. hmm bila baca aku rasa sedih sangat.. as if she need to sacrify her love just for A.. yang dah lama dia kenal..

According to my friend C, that guy A ada jumpa dia. told him that he cannot live without her.. and so and so..  Yang the lady pulak rasa that she cannot leave this A guy sebab dah lama sangat kenal and family semua dah kenal.. and rasa terhutang budi mungkin. ( this is what happen if u are in long long term relationship minus marriage – not good actually) This lady B pun memang dah jauh cinta gila2 ngan kawan aku yang C nih.. hmm i assumed n summarized according to the diary that she composed.. rasa sedih pulak baca… akhirnya lady B kahwin ngan Guy A.. and after a year kot my friend C kahwin ngan pompuan lain.

Sadis la kisah cinta macam nih… Aku rasa kalau aku jadik kawan aku yg B tuh.. i can’t lie to my feelings and myself.. hmm aku tak reti nak menipu hati aku.. Tapi my personal opinion is kenapa guy A baru terhegeh-hegeh nak masuk meminang bila ada guy C yang this lady B betul2 fallen with. Punyalah lama dorang couple bila ada pesaing baru la nak meminang.. Ini la dia orang lelaki.. selagi tak dak pesaing dan tiada pencabar.. they will simply horey horey.. Bayangkan.. dorang couple since 1997 sampai 2001.. punya la lama. Aku bukan nak sebelah mana-mana.. tapi i know this lady B.. dia memang pompuan baik.. bukan jenis yang suka huhahuha.. Itu la orang tua2 kata tak elok “berkawan” lama2.. hmm (ini quote mak aku). Whatever it is.. i wish and pray that Guy A and Laby B bahagia… and my friend C.. dont worry man eventhough u r not hensem janji sekarang ko dah ada dua orang anak cuns..

hehehe.. So ambik la pengajaran..especially lelaki.. if lambat2 melepas la korang..

i cannot publish the diary sebab.. bagi aku isinya terlalu berharga.. Tapi kalau aku la jadik lady B.. hmm aku tak tahu nak buat cam ner.. tetiba kena kahwin ngna orang yang kita anggap.. ” he is nice to me.. but i dont love him enough or deeply”

orang puteh kata ” it takes 2 to tango”

Sekian cerita “Cinta ku tak sampai”

It’s so Good to be ME *:)

This is just kind of all happy news that i received within this March 2009. i feel so blessed.. and i just wanted to share all these with u, My precious journal.. (plus whoever that stop and read this entry) ihiks

1. It was back on Last February that i was assigned to study on the user requirements for the new system. To help Admin dept to understands their processes and alhamdulillah, it was successfully submitted within its due date. Ala2 consultant la to resolved this hirewire.  In return, I was awarded merit award by my manager, and was selected to be at the coming CEO Diamond Club for Q4, this coming 24th March 2009

2. During the Kickoff meeting on last 7th march 2009,  i was awarded for the Director’s award AKA informal award, awarded by the company to me.. hmm this is for my overall performance in 2008.. walla this is my first time.. since i’ve converted to permanent.. Those 8 lucky persons that were selected from the 43 names dapat fly to Egypt.. probably turn aku lain tahun. hahaha berangan.. And of course this award comes with some cash.. kalau dulu2 sebulan gaji.. fuh but this time.. sorry economy jatuh.. so faham2 laa..  overall alhamdulillah

3. I was nominated and confirmed will take and seat for this one cert.. i am the system administrator with certificate-to-be.. walla Alhamdullillah.. Rezeki. So i will make sure that i pass this cert.. lepas tuh sure la kena “bond” for a year or more with my company.. but i dont care about that.. as long as i can learn something.. expanding my knowledge.. Orang sekarang kata ” grab apa sahaja yang datang” hahaha..

Huhuhu.. how do i thank you Ya Allah? aku rasa entah tak cukup dengan ucapan syukur dari mulut aku.. Thank you thank you thank you thank you.. x 1TB

Coming Soon.. *:).. To be Continued

Aaa sunddenly i feels like to write alot of stories.. aa banyaknya dalam kepala.. mai kita list kan kejap.. so that i wont left anything out.

1. Movie marathon aku yang berjaya. It was on one lovely Sunday.. I walked out from home and go to the nearest Shopping Complex, Sunway Pyramid.. After 15 minutes driving, Aku dah sampai dalam Sunway Pyramid.. Straight to TGV at the top floor and bought two tickets. One for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and the other one for Geng: Upin & Ipin..

The first show was on 1120, if am not mistaken and the next Upin and Ipin was on 330. At the end of these two movies.. i feel so have.. because i have made it.. to this movie marathon.. hmm walaupun hanya dua movie.. rasanya dah rasa muak pulak duduk lama2 dalam cinema..Hmm rasa tak sedap pulak duduk dekat sebelah Cha Ya nun Alif hmm mintak maaf, baunya kurengggg.. hmm probably due to.. p**-p**.. adooii seriouss.. Plus.. during the Upin-Ipin pulak.. hmm kakak kat sebelah aku tuh.. hmm perfume or bedak or lotion dia tak sedap baunya.. tapi not so distracted.. So mana yang lebih baik.. dari memakai bauan atau tiada bauan langsung..? hmm serba tak kena aku nih.. tiba-tiba pulak hidung aku jadi lebih sensitive pulak..

Habis movie, thought of going to tennis atau berenang.. hmm tengok2 hujan, terus drive ke rumah.. ee boring

2. Kisah fatihah tertinggal bus.On that day.. entah apa hal entah.. aku rasa aku tak duduk diam.. hmm banyak benda aku kena settle sebelum aku ke Istana Budaya. Petang yang hujan lebat itu jugak laa aku terlambat hantar fatihah ke station bus pudu.. Gara-gara jamm dekat dewan bahasa sampai la ke Pudu.. dropped fatihah, fatihah sampai lelah mengejar bus, she called me that bus tuh dah jalan. Aku terpaksa buat U turn yg sangat jauh.. to catch her and to accompany her for next bus.. jalan jamm teruk at the same time.. hujan lebat.. She called me and told me that, she will get another bus on 1800 untuk balik ke Ipoh.. i said ok.. and i told her that i will straight back to home..and she replied ok.. because by the time i reached Pudu.. the bus probably gone..I drove back to Petaling Jaya.. sampai rumah about 1815.. Auch got to hurry.. kena siap ke Istana Budaya..

3. Concert M Nasir yang lebih hangat dari concert CT kat london yang aku pegi. On March 1, 2009.. i went to the Istana Budaya.. lama dah i heard about this prestigious stage.. but on that day.. first time laa aku jejak dalam dewan gah ini.  By 1910.. aku keluar rumah i reached istana budaya 1940.. terus masuk dalam and carik surau untuk solat magrib. Habis solat, there are.. wow alot of people waiting outside the hall.. hmm am not sure where to go.. i can’t see anybody with Istana Budaya’s tag.. hmm i asked this couple.. hmm quite veteran.. Where is this seat…. they also do not know.. jumpa orang Istana Budaya and it was upstairs .. we walked upstairs.. and entered the hall.. wahh Datuk CT hanya selang beberapa row dari tempat aku.., also Tom Abang Saufi.. the great designer who designed mnasir’s unique shirt.. silk kot… Concert started exactly on 2100.. begins with “Di balik cermin mimpi”.. a very unique presentation.. dengan suara M nasir yang jelas kedengaran tapi batang tubuhnya tak nampak.. wahhh syiiok..

Banyak lagu2 yang dipersembahkan.. antaranya i was so touched when he sang the Suatu Masa.. with his solo performance.. holding this guitar kapuk.. dengan seruling.. so touched and on tears while listening to song.. followed by popular songs like.. Kias Fansuri, Mentera Semerah padi, Ada, Raikan Cinta, Andalusia and few other songs yang aku tahu lyricnya but i donno the title.. I really really enjoyed.. sampai sakit tangan tepuk tangan, sampai sakit kaki sebab berdiri lama and menari bersama dengan budak pompuan kat sebelah aku.. amsorry i dont know her name.. but we really enjoyed his show..

If i made a comparison here.. with Dt CT nyer concert back in London M Nasir’s concert is far more enjoyable and am extremely excited.. but Dt CT nyer concert i can say that is the most memorable concert.. where i have to travel out from malaysia just for a concert.. even though it is FREE.. muahahahah

Am waiting for M nasir’s next performance… and kalau boleh Sheila Majid nyer concert is the next.. Bila Sheila Majid nak buat concert nihh..

3. About my mum, aku and my sis. Pada Suatu hari, mak pernah cakap pada aku.. pada suatu petang.. she miss my sister.. everyday. everytime.. Biasa la orang tua.. hmm menangis pengubat jiwa. keep counting days, praying for her goodness, everywhere she is.. Rite now my sis, is on her trip to New Orleans. Ada presentation and conference katanya.. She is not so willingly to travel far away from Christchruch to New Orleans.. but she have to.. University pulak tak sponsored banyak, just for the half price on ticket only.. selebihnya kena tanggung sendiri. hmm Kesian kakak aku, kena menanggung perbelanjaan yang besar untuk kesana.. perjalanan memakan masa selama 30 jam.. dengan kena transit to so many main airports.. CH-Auckland-LA-New Orleans. Mak aku tak habis berdoa siang malam akan keselamatan akak aku dekat sana..Maklum la kena pi seorang.. and my sis also told me that.. even orang kat NZ tuh pun tak berapa suka orang bertudung..and she hope that she could finish her study awal and can come back to malaysia early. Wish you a safe journey sis.. dah balik ke NZ call us.

4. About brother Lim Jooi Soon, Chinese converted muslim yang aku baru kenal semalam. After work hours, Setiap dua minggu sekali, ada sahaja ustaz datang dekat office aku, buat ceramah dekat Audi.. kerapkalinya aku ada class, but last Thrusday.. class aku start kul930pm.. so ada masa utk pergi ke hightea with Brother Lim dekat gym level 12. Menarik ucapan dan ceramahnya.. and this hamba allah even though baru memeluk islam for 13 years.. he able to quote hadith and quran siap dengan verse, dan macam-macam. Even intipati dalam bible pun dia quote.. marvellous..  Terbukak mata dan hati aku tengok muallaf nih berkata-kata.. come on.. we, with this inherited religon from our mum and dad, look at yourself.. where we have been before.. adakah kita mencintai Allah and rasulnya setimpal kasih dan sayang Allah and rasul pada kita.. hmm tepuk dada tanya Iman.

5. Renungan selanjutnya.. hmm few articles menarik sent by a friend of mine. To be conitnued..

6. Kisah Benar – “Cinta ku tak sampai..”. To be conitnued.